If this were it!

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As I sit here and wait for the aspirin to lessen the symptoms of Angina, my mind  nears the subject of : Could this be it?
Questions swirl around my mind, keeping me from attaining a state of Zen.
Questions of family,
questions of did I Live, Love, Laugh, Cry, Believe, Give, Care, Dream, Play, Create, Rest…….. enough!
Sitting here afraid to take a deep breath , deep inside I know that by my own standards the answer is NO!

I can’t get enough of this gift of life! It’s beautiful, it’s scary, it’s sad, it’s rich, it’s a rollercoaster, it’s full of surprises!
It is what we make and dream it to be! And my dreams have not all been dreamt-I have dreams to fill 5 life times!

So I tell myself, when this episode is over and my fear is gone , than I will list my dreams and as I make them my reality,
I’ll check them off and let the happiness of accomplishment wash over me!

Until then, I sit still and mentally push the stress away and wait for the aspirin to take effect.

Sonja Grogan

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About S J

Anime Hair in Real Life. Living Real. Blogger wannbe. Retooled Denim TM Creator/Designer. Enjoy the freedom of riding my motorcycle. Not yet a member of the Iron Butt club. Tech Challenged at times.(doesn't bother me so it shouldn't bother you). Love shiny things. Little Flashy but not trashy. Love my kittehs and dogges. Don't like "besser wissers". Don't like spiders. Sometimes ,what I want to say doesn't come out right-if your offended ask for clarification Like stir fried. Coffee and Coconut oil. German speaker.

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